The world just really doesn’t work that way I suppose. I’m impatient, then I’m patient. I guess it just depends on what people are being patient on. Some things more patient than others. Man fuck this mind of mine. I swear I can never hold a motherfuckin thought, even worst, finish one. Sometimes i feel like i have gaps in my brain now. These gaps are reflections of the gaps in my life that I can’t seem to bridge. I’m like that river between earthly connection that wont allow to be built over. 

I think everyone is crazy in their own little way. I tend to observe people and find their insanities. It really makes you look at the world differently when you find comfort with this. 

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myblisslikethis:

we are all going to fall in love more than thousands of times in this lifetime. we are all capable of it. the first boy i loved did not know my name. but i loved him simple - in the same way i used to love mangoes and sugarcanes on my tongue. there was nothing rough about this — i did not force my…

Desculpa que no te respondi temprano,mi hermano me ablo y tenia que platicar unas cosas con el.

en respuesta a tu pregunta, “te gusta estar a lado de mi?”

Mi respuesta:
Si, me encanta estar al lado tuyo tambien estar parado serca a ti, pero prefiero estar enfrent de ti mirando te a frente. Con pocas plabras para entendernos, nunca callados en el evento de cuando nuestros ojos se juntan con la mirada.tus ojos ponen plabras en nuestras conversasions que no podemos decir.Me encanta acerte reir cada ves que te ries tu cara se illumina es en cosa realmente ermosa. Me das la curiosidad te arpender mas espanol para poder mirarte a tus ojos y ver los llenarse de luz.

Cuando estamos abajo de las covijas eres algo realmente increible.Tienes razon ablamos el mismo lenguaje en la cama y tus besos tienen el mismo acento que los mios,y por primera ves in mucho tiempo prefeiro platicar en besos que en palabras .
Tu piel es muy tierna y tu cuerpo me seduce.Pero cuando estas a lado mio y me dices cosas bonitas que solo mis senitmientos entienden es algo que un hombre se saborea y no se puede rechazar!…
Para serte honesto si me gustas y tambien me encanta pasar el tiempo contigo pero quiero que entiendas algo ahorita en mi vida estoy en un a situacion que realment no se si pudeo dedicar me a algo al 100%.Si la decicion fuera completamente mia me gustaria continuar esta connecion contigo porque es algo real,excitante y diferente.porfavor espero que entiendas que debos de tener nuestras esperansas normal y desfrutar nuestra amistad y relacion. y te recuerdo que cuando estas lejos de mi crusas por mi mente..espero mirar te pronto.

I usually sleep easy, not tonight. My emotions are quite stirred and now, I’m trying to figure out how to pour it without spilling from the edges of my eyes. A man gets caught with wandering eyes, he deserves to cry. A man just wants to love again, and he feels like crying. My eyes really have nothing to do with all this, I should leave them out of it. It’s my heart that aches, its late at night and the rest of me hurt too, just not as much as my insides do. 

There should be some resolution to all this frustration and suffering, but there never is. The same person always asks, “Why do you always run?”. I tell her I want to be chased, but not just for the sake of being chased, I want to get caught. As a man, I’ve played the role of winning hearts and chasing skirts, but you know what hurts? The fact that when it’s my turn to run and I look back, it’s skirts, and not her.